Made it to one-derland!
Hi Everyone,
The last week I've been moving back and forth between 200 and 198, but I think that I've finally acheived one-derland status. I'll be even happier when it's down to the low 190's so I don't feel that the 200's are pulling me back, but none-the-less I feel great. I haven't lost much of anything in the last 6 weeks or more, so I'm glad to see myself go down a few pounds!
I'm struggeling with food choices, which is the story of my life...but I am so thankful for the surgery as I can't do too much damage with the amounts that I can eat. I don't deprive myself of anything, just a little bit here and there to satisfy my pallet. I have 1/4 cup of sherbet instead of 2 big bowls! Or I have a small piece of chocolate instead of 3 candybars... so overall I feel good. I need to get my butt to the gym..taking baby steps there. I got the membership last month and have went several times, however I really struggle with depression and anxiety, especially this time of year and It's hard for me to find the motivation. I will just keep praying about it and push myself a little harder to get there. My husband is back to work after being off for 6 months for back surgery and then being layed off..so that will help me be motivated as well now that our family will have a regular schedule. If you're inclined, say a prayer for me and for anyobody else here that is having some struggles. I know I could use them!! I am down 95 lbs and feel wonderful, but also feel a little "too" good sometimes and don't want to fail at all this.
Thanks for listening and letting me share my milestone!
Blessings,
Kim