OH BOY DID I SCREW UP!!!!!

YEPPERS i finally caved today! I ate SUGARY junk! I started and couldnt stop. I dont know if this was bday related but i did very bad and horrible today. I ate cookies and then had ice cream.....guess what? after 10 months of not knowing weather i dum*****t....I DONT DUMP! im DOOmed! I see how one tastes leads to another and another and another at this rate i dont think ill loose more HELP! LISA PS: APRIL FOOLS! i didnt eat any junk! HOPE your laughing!

Oh Lisa!! That was just CRUEL!!! I was all prepared to tell you NOT to panic that YOU have control...blah...blah blah...you know my spiel by now!! Thank God that was just a joke!! (yer so crazy!) How ya doin'? No, really? Pam 250/134/125??

Too funny Lisa~ You got me!!! Kerri

HEY i am glad i pulled of a silly April fools joke. I didnt want to offend anyone with it glad you laughed when you got to the end. AS for me how am i doing, i just finished the worst looseing month yet, but i proly did loose inches. I went to fashion bug here in town and tried on denim capri jeans.... put on 10's, there stretch, and the girl that worked the try on room said they LOOKED a little big, and asked me what size they were i told her 10's...so she went and got me 8's now mind you I said no way would i get into these... BUT yep i did! AND of course had to buy them just cause they were 8's! TIGHT but i do prefer my jeans to be tight and not all baggy in the legs! SO thats my update! LISA xoxox

Lisa, Very funny. I am glad that you didnt really do that. But if you did we would all still love and support you. Wow, size 8's you are my idol. I am still in a 12/14. You must feel great. You deserve a big. Yea for Lisa. Have a great daycare week. Mine are on spring break so I have less kids in the beginning of the week and more for the last two days. I hope it is nice outside. We are going on a field trip Wednesday. Have a great week Lynn

Im really glad that you felt this was something funny to joke about! There are actually many post-ops that actually do have this 'condition' where we dont dump from sugar and that nothing happens! Unlike you tho, I dont find anything funny about it at all, and I was surpised by your insensitivity. I was very upset to have read this 'so called' April Fools joke - Im glad that you felt you could have a laugh at other peoples expense. Thanks for giving me one more reason to feel the way I do at times here - I thought this messageboard was a safe place for us -that we all were here to be understanding and sympathetic of each other. I guess I was wrong.

Oh come on, Lisa is one of the most suportive posters here (among many others). It was a JOKE!!!!! And now I'm not trying to be mean, I'm sorry you don't dump on sugar but this is why I have not tested the waters with sugar. So far I haven't dumped on anything so I feel like I won't on sugar either so I don't put it in my mouth (well twice but I spit it out) I can eat fried foods all day if I choose, so most times I choose not to, now it's just plain old will power, the same will power that allowed me to become obese in the first place. Lisa would never hurt anyones feelings on purpose. Maybe you need to find you why you feel so strongly about an innocent remark that you would say "Thanks for giving me one more reason to feel the way I do at times here - I thought this messageboard was a safe place for us -that we all were here to be understanding and sympathetic of each other. I guess I was wrong" I don't read every post here and mostly lurk but I've never seen anyone that wasn't supportive.

Sandra - yes you're right - Ive read many posts from Lisa and have believed she is a strong motivator on this board. That is why I was so upset to see her make light of something so serious. YES, youre right - I do have STRONG feelings about this issue! I still feel that this isnt something to joke about - it is a daily struggle. Am I sensitive about this? Youre right I am. Did I think this April Fools joke was funny? Absolutely not. Will I get over it? Of course I will. I just believe this joke was in poor taste, and I have a right to my opinion, as everyone else does.

Awwwww.... Knowing Lisa as long as I have and as well as I do...I KNOW she is NOT making light of any one else or being insensitive. For those of us who know her very well - Lisa has been the most diligent and hard on herself person that I have seen on this board. She's always been terrified to even try anything with sugar in it - becuase she knows it is a terrible weakness for her. Her dedication and committment to this rule for herself is just incredible and admirable. I know a lot of us look up to her for her strength AND her compassion. She knew we would all be shocked..and was honestly just having fun at no one else's expense. She made it all about her. I know in my heart of hearts that she would never have posted it if she thought for one second that it would hurt just one person. She's just that caring. Haven't you ever found yourself in a situation where you indavertantly and unintentionally made someone upset? Recently, (in a doctor's office here) a woman was drinking a Pepsi and talking about how much she loves it and how she wished a Pepsi truck would deliver to her home - the man standing next to her had recently lost his wife and son to a head-on collision with a Pepsi truck that crossed the center line. Another example - Standing in the grocery store line, I ran into one of my girlfriends and was telling her about the romantic anniversary my husband and I shared....the woman in front of me burst into tears and left the grocery store. The young woman with her turned to us to explain that her husband passed away last week. It happens - but what is important here is that she did not set out to intentionally hurt anyone. I just hope you can find it in your heart to forgive her. I feel very safe in saying that no one on this board would ever purposely toss fun in the face of one who is suffering, as we have all suffered ourselves. In peace~ Pam "he who angers you, controls you" ~unknown

Oh just go away!!! Get a grip... Take a joke s a joke and if you dont like it LEAVE!!!Dont offend our Lisa. She is oneo f the main supporters on this board. You posting your message was in poor taste, its not like she left us hanging and came back and said april fools she said it on the same post!!! Say your sorry to her cause you are sensitive. Maybe you shouldnt even be reading the boards if you take such offense.