Hello Century Club!
Good Morning Everyone! Guess what the scale told me this morning? Yep, 148.2. From 248 day of surgery! I'm so excited! 10 lbs. to the Doc's goal. And I wore a pair of Tommy jeans in a size 9 (yes, Jr.'s 9's) out last night. Didn't care where we went, just as long as I got to wear those in public. Did you know if you wear anything tight enough, it will lift and seperate?
The doc gave me a set of pre-op pics on Wed. at my 9 month check up. I really ought to post some kind of pic. I was so embarassed by my befores.
My excitement over the loss is somewhat tempered by my mixed feelings over allowing myself to get to such a dangerous place health-wise. Does anyone else know what I mean? Is this just a new way to beat myself up? Am I just kinda burned out?
Share your thoughts.
Kristie
Hi Kristie
Don't fall in that trap. You wanted to loose weight and you have. It's our turn to be happy. So whatever game your mind is trying to run on you, don't fall for it. Isn't funny how our feelings try to convinve our brains what to think? I do it constantly. But, I'm learning to stop myself and be happy. I still have a long way to go, but I just put on a regular size 18 jeans and was happy. Sure, I had to lay on the bed to zip them up, but those puppies were on and I could breathe. So, I know anyday I will be able to wear them for real. That makes me happy and I refuse to focus on why I couldn't wear them before.
Good luck!
sharyn