14 days and counting

The more I think about it the more anxious I get!! I'm scared nervous ansy anxious any and every emotion a person could possibly have! Mind you I'm not scared of dying because my life with God after this will be a gazillion times better, I'm just scared of my kids not having their mama. They are only 9 5 and 4. My husband told me the other day that he didn't know what he would do if he didn't have me. I started crying. I think that's the most romantic and meaningful thing he has said to me for a long time. Best of luck to everyone getting ready to have surgery!!! Tracie S..

Hi Tracie, im amanda im having surgery June 21, and i feel the same way. Im 19 and have a lot to live for, i dont want to be leaving my mom especially. Good luck and ill pray for you. Amanda

Hey Amanda.. Good luck to you too!! You'll definitely be in my thoughts and prayers.. 19 is such a young age now that I'm uhhhhh anyways.. I would only want to be 19 again if I knew I could change some of the things I'd done.. Congrats on your date!! You are in my prayers.. Tracie S..

u be ok....i worry about that too (even thou my child is 18) but I picked out a great surgeon, so I am not too worry. good luck with your surgery and have a speedy recovery. dawn

Thank you Dawn, I believe I have the best surgeon in Iowa.. he's had no deaths (thank You God) and I don't plan on being the first!! Tracie S..