New Photo added

I added a new photo at the top of my profile. This is from September. Weight in photo 125 ~ Wearing sizes 2-4. (My hair is just pulled back, I didn't cut it all off). Do I look sickly or too skinny to you? Anyway, this shows my arms and somewhat the chest post ps. What do you think? I'm pretty happy! Hugs, Pam

HEY PAM! GOOD TO SEE YOU POSTING! MISS YA! you look awesome in that photo! REALLY wish i was that thin.... but im failing and stuck. ANYWAY...enough of me... you look great. HOW is your tummy feeling? HOW is the new position????? hope to hear more about you.

Hey Lisa!!! Thanks for the nice words!! I don't know what the deal was with my tummy there for a while... but it seems to have passed. I still gotta make sure I don't eat anything really dry - ouch! But I'm doing okay with eating meat again. I do still have to eat something every few hours or I get shaking and cranky. I just can't eat a LOT in one sitting. I think the maximum I can fit in there at a time is about a cup - and that's something soupy like chili. I did surprise myself and eat an entire cheeseburger from Damon's the other day (no bun). Anyway, seems like the tummy is A-ok! I haven't started my new positon yet - I start next Monday. I'm getting a little nervous. This office is waaaaaaay wayyyyyyyyyy on the base down here and too far to go out to lunch - so I'm gonna have to make sure I have food with me every day. That just makes me so nervous. I am so disorganized in the morning, i can see myself running off without my lunch a LOT. I'm gonna take a tub of protein powder and a bunch of oatmeal packets and keep it in my desk for emergencies. And probably a bunch of soup cans. Every Monday I'll be toting in my groceries for the week!! And I'm a FREAK about my hot tea.....I MUST have it!! No TEA...No WORKIE!! Now where the heck have you been? I sure miss you! So tell me why you think you are failing? That's a strong word.... is it because the scale isn't moving? Come talk about it... maybe it's not as bad as you think.... maybe i can help or someone else on here can. I hate to see you down in the dumps! Do I need to go kick some one's arse???? Just tell me who it is!! I love ya Lisa! Pam

I am sure you look fab!!!! If you want you can email the pic to me, it seems to be the only way I get the new pics. All I see are the old ones!!! I call it internet pugatory!! LOL! Wendy

Pam, you look absolutely gorgeous! I don't think that you look too skinny at all. It's time for you to update your picture on your post. I can't get over the change. Absolutely awesome! I'd be so happy to be like you. Hugs and Love, Lucy

Thanks, Lucy! I need to get the hubby to chase me around with the camera and get some more pics.... just in case this is short-lived - those pictures will be all I have! Lord knows I never thought I would get to this point! That in itself is a miracle.... it will take another miracle to keep it here! Love ya Luc! Pam

Pam you look great!!! I don't think you look too skinny at all! I think people who know you worry about you because they love you. People are always telling me I shouldn't lose anymore weight and I am still over 200! I think people like things to not change too much and it is hard for them to not have control over what changes. I think you look perfect. Wendy

Oh Pam! I think you look beautiful! Not too thin...just beautiful. Congrats! Diane