5 years and counting

Well 5 years and every day is always a struggle with guilt if I eat. I can't complain I started at 237 which may not seem like a lot to some people but when you are 5'2" you are round all over! I've been 160 and the lowest was 155 but I still want to be 135 some day and I KNOW someday I will get there. Depressed sometimes but I know its the best thing all of us could do to help ourselves. I almost feel normal but will always be a fat-girl inside!