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Topic: RE: Hello May Babies!
I haven't lost anything in ages (months) The one saving grace is that at my monthly NUT appointment, she also measures my body fat....I guess because I'm working out, I'm still losing fat, even though I'm not losing pounds., That's the only thing keeping me sane and not running/screaming that I'm a big failure.
I'm at about 1300 +/- cals a day, and my carbs are high, because (d()*&)*n it) cherries are just TOO GOOD this summer. But my NUT told me not to worry about carbs from fruit and vegetables within reason.
I never got thos final 5 lbs I wanted to lose off, and I am still one BMI point away from not being overweight, which kills me, although I try not to focus on it too much.
My head hunger is growing, I'm hungry for things now (head-wise) but I'm also really trying to concentrate on whether I'm really hungry, you know? I think only by being aware and accountable to ourselves (and each other?) will we get over this hump, guys...
We can do it!
The *other* Cyndi
Topic: RE: my surgiversary trip!
LOL tried to get a slideshow to post....I will jsut post the pics to my profile!
Topic: RE: I just HAD to tell you all this one
Hi Cyndi,
My husband was the same way but not quite as bad as your husband treated you. But I am so sick and tired of hearing from my husband and daughter that I look like I am dying and I look like a skelton. I am down to 158 and I am 5 ft 11 in so I am really thin and feel good about myself but they make me feel so ugly and old like an old hag. I am sick of it. I told them that they are all just jealous. Why can't people just be happy for us. It's irritating me because I don't want my self-esteem to go down the toilet again.
I behind you all the way....you look beautiful and your husband is justs afraid some hunk will hit on you.
Love ya,
Esther
Okay, you've got me curious? 
Topic: RE: Hello May Babies!
Keep posting sometimes just venting the struggles is enough to kick others in the pants (myself) I have not been on the scale and I am telling myself it is because the numbers don't matter. when in fact I am afraid I might have gained.
Best regards,
Maxine
Topic: RE: Hello May Babies!
I can totally relate to the stress eating. I'm literally coloring my hair every week because my "dh" (and it sure isn't dear!) has been such a jerk! I don't exercise like I should because it's so darned hot here. But, some days it's better than his crap so I do it anyway. I can't imagine being on a boat with my husband. One of us would be swimming with the sharks. 
I have "healthy" foods for my stress. I'm into my Fudgesicles now. I ditched the cookies and M&Ms. If Britt can't find me she looks for the front steps of the house. She knows it's REALLY bad if I'm out there in jeans and sweater with fudgesicles by my side. lol
You'll get to the Century Club. Somehow, some way you have to find another way to deal with the stress. I can't help ya there because I haven't found another way yet. lol If I do I'll let ya know. Mowing the lawn was a good one for me the other day. But, of course, I ran out of gas so there went that one. lol
Hang in there girls! We just have to get back on the programs!!!
* Cyndi *
I have "healthy" foods for my stress. I'm into my Fudgesicles now. I ditched the cookies and M&Ms. If Britt can't find me she looks for the front steps of the house. She knows it's REALLY bad if I'm out there in jeans and sweater with fudgesicles by my side. lol
You'll get to the Century Club. Somehow, some way you have to find another way to deal with the stress. I can't help ya there because I haven't found another way yet. lol If I do I'll let ya know. Mowing the lawn was a good one for me the other day. But, of course, I ran out of gas so there went that one. lol
Hang in there girls! We just have to get back on the programs!!!
* Cyndi * 
Topic: RE: Hello May Babies!
Good Morning peoples.....
Sorry I have not been posting......
I weighed myself this morning and I weigh the same as I did at the beginning of the month. I need a really big kick in the A**!!!!!!! I went and lifted weights with DH last night and then walked the treadmill while he lifted. My eating habits are not so good right now, stress eating sucks.....can't get rid of the stress so need to get rid of the bad habits!!!!!!!
Tomorrow we are off to Holiday World with another couple for two days of sun and fun, with NO children!!!!!! Yesterday I stepped up to the plate and booked my DH and I on a cruise for our 12th Anniversary, together a total of 19 by then though. We will leave Miami Fl., head to the Cayman Islnads, and then to Jamiaica. Looking very forward to this, but still a little nervous cuz neither one of us has cruised before. Hoping to be a lot closer to goal by then......
Cyn....sorry I have yet to get to Century Club.....still right at the tip of my fingers.....BUT my nails are growing and I am about to claw myself to the top!!!!! Those damn M&M's are pure EVIL!!!!!!!!!
Love to all and will start to post more often!!!!!
Love and hugs,
Holly
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