I FEEL SO BLAH

HEY EVERYONE IS IT ME AM I DEPRESSED OR WHAT I AM TRYING SO HARD TO GET MY PROTEIN WATER SUPPLEMENTS IN SOME DAYS IM GOOD SOME DAYS IM BAD SOMETIMES WHEN I EAT IM SO HAPPY TO BE TRYING FOODS I EAT IN ABOUT15 MIN THEN THE PAIN NOT ALWAYS BUT MORE OFTEN THAN NOT MY DAYS ARE SPENT CONCENTRATING ON ON THIS NEW WAY OF LIFE THAT I CANT DWELL ON ANYTHING ELSE WHATS GOING ON I WANT TO BE NORMAL AGAIN

Hang in there Krissy! My best pal these days is a mom at my daughter's dance class. She had the open RNY last March and has lost 175 lbs. She's been so open and honest about her whole process. It's such a huge change for our bodies that the depression does set in. She told me there must have been 100 times during the first 6 months that she asked herself what the hell she did! But, now, at 195 lbs., she wouldn't change a thing! I'm having a horrible time getting in protein, I'm sick of stupid pudding and this dumb butt binder, I hate water and everything else. Though I'm down 30 lbs from my highest weight, I'm still disgusted. But, hang in there! It's gonna get better!!!! Just keep picturing a healthy YOU!!! * Cyndi * Right there in Blahsville with ya

Krissy, hang in there. It will get better. There is just so much change that we are going through right now. It's hard to get it all sorted out and do it right. I know my first day back to work was a mess. I only ate one meal and drank half of what I should have. I have been back a week and I am doing just fine. You will never be "normal" again compared to your old lifestyle. You have a new one and you will find the "normal" in time. Good Luck!!

Hi Krissy, It takes time so don't worry. Get some sugar free popcycles and I got to the point where I couldn't drink another sip of water so I got the Crystal Lite "on the go" packets and put one in my bottle of water and I felt like I was having a treat because I love fruit punch and they have a fruit punch flavor. They have a lot of different flavors so you can try them all. The first 3 weeks I was like walking around in a fog and thought I would never be normal again but once you start your vitamins, you will feel so much better. I feel like my old self again and it has only been 4 weeks. Be Patient...it does get better. Hugs, Esther

Thanks to all of you for the encourargement I dont know what id do witthout all of you it is a lot easier to talk to people who are on the same journey that you are on thats for sure...... Love ya krissy