Hardest thing I've had to do...

Just posted this to the RNY board but thought I'd share here too! I just sat at my cube at work today and wrote out my "just in case" letters to my DH, my parents and most difficult - to my two children. I was bawling my eyes out at work! What a nut I am!! Kim

Wow, Kim - I can't imagine how hard that must have been to do that. I did a similar thing though...I talked to my family. I talked in more of an abstract manner, but they understand, that I understand the risks that I am taking. Mostly, I wanted them to understand that the risks are well worth it to me, and that even though it seems like drastic measures, it is in fact the only way that I am going to be able to walk again, and without being able to walk, I am missing so much of what they are doing in life. So, for my own sanity, I need this surgery. I am a pretty "dramatic" sort of person - and I like to make sure all of my bases are covered - but I am not sure that I have what it takes to write letters....because that would mean a lot of deep thinking! So, I don't think your a nut - I just think that it's part of this process that we are facing as we prepare for surgery! Good luck with yours, I am sure you'll be just fine! Gesch

I thought I was the only one. I sent beautiful cards to my loved ones to let them know how grateful I am for their love and support. Both my dh and df have been with me through so much. Their love and support mean everything to me. I wrote long letters in both cards to let them know. My dad read his card and cried. He is such a sweeti! Amari

Kim You are not the only one that did that and feels like a nut! I did one each for 20 month old daughter and my husband. I'm not done but that's all I could handle for one night. I bawled all night and then I started with doubting whether I should do this. I know I can, I know it's best, otherwise I wouldn't have sought such a drastic measure. You will do great and so will I....I'll keep you in my prayers and you keep me in yours. Take care!! Jamie