5/2 for me...

Hi there! I was originally scheduled for 3/20, but had a sinus infection, so we had to cancel. My new date is 5/2, less than a week away! I'm terrified, but today I'm also feeling confident in my decision. I tend to cycle in my feelings about the surgery. I wake up feeling confident and excited, then after the kids are in bed and I'm settling in for the evening, the anxiety sets in. That's always been true for me though, things seem to take on monumental importance once the sun goes down. Anyone experiencing cyclical anxiety around the surgery? I have my protein drinks, vitamins, and flavored waters, but still searching for a chewable calcium citrate. I can find lots of calcium carbonate, but that's not what was reccomended to me. Today, I'm going to work on a spread sheet to help me document my water, protein and vitamin/calcium intake for the first 2 weeks. I live in Western MA, but I'm having my surgery in Boston. I have 2 kids, 7yo and 16 months. Looking forward to getting to know you all! Kris