to :barf: or not to :barf:

THAT is the question. my nerves are shot, capute, wasted. I am 'done'. long story short, my family have had some high maintenance needs for months now. and my pouch is very very angry. I tried to get back on track, cottage cheese this morning is screaming at me. chicken sandwich is really got me needing to just empty and reboot the system. I know that I would just 'feel' better if I could just and get it over with. my mouth has been salivating for the last two hours (my first sign of dumping). how many others are still dumping and twelve months out?

I will still dump if i eat something I shouldnt. I love chicken breast but if is the least bit dry i will I know not to touch sweets, bbq sauce and greesy foods.. they get me as well. I am glad I dump.. it keeps me in line. Hope your feeling better soon.

opps.. I am sorry to hear you are having problems at home.. I hope everything works itself out and you can get back to a calm life.. what ever that is.. lol.. just take care of yourself.. you are important too.

dont know about me in 12 mth but I dont think it will change... I still dump and other I know who are 2 years post still dump... Heck I got sick tonight...LOL

it is always good to evaluated during days like this, it is like running down a problem so that you do not repeat it. I couldnt properly because I had not consumed any liquids all day, so I was dealing with the dry heaves. but I did get enough out of my pouch that I could get down about 12 oz of apple cider and then I had a really good and productive took about four tries, but finally the offending BLUEBERRY that was not chewed up properly from 9 am came out and I felt much much much better. must have been a stricture, because now that it is gone, I am feeling better. had 1/3 of a chicken sandwich from Arbys, that went down okay. waited and had a 8 oz sprite mixed with a 2 oz of concentrated grape juice. I got very religious in the bathroom. fortunately, it was the 'other end' that finally got moving with THAT version of the dumping. I swear it has been a TMI day. to finalized my day... I have dropped down to 144 lbs, 6 below goal. I tried on some bras, I have freaking shrank AGAIN... down to a 34 C... which are not readily available. they are as difficult to find as 36D's were last month. I am totally and completely in size 4's and probably could get into a size 2... also my size 6's are so ginormous on me I had to borrow Magnus's belt (he is 5 years old and in Kindergarten) that is just so freaking wild, I can not image. I am nearly done with converting my two car garage into a portrait studio. will take photos soon. so as usual, my day is filled with triumph and sorrow.

WE have to call you skinny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW! How tall are you? Size 2 OMG I think I would faint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As for dumping...LOL I dump from fat, sugar, some fruit...(Blueberries make me sick bu****ermelon doesn't)(go figure)...any kinda oil or heavy sauce... oh yea and shell fish...LOL (I love shellfish) a new studio... how very cool... BTW: my boods have shrunk to a 34c as well from a 38 DD last mth... now if it would just come off my legs...LOL

5 ft 7.25 in