Day 5 - How's The Attempt At Change Coming?
I have not been trying. I am not sure what I am doing. but I am not doing it very well.
today I had 20 oz of tea
and I think that was it.
I had 3 oz of 'sturdy' protein for breakfast, but then had 2 oz of chocolate for after school snack.
I am freezing to death here. which is nuts. I live in the tropics.
((((((Kat))))))))) i'm sorry you're having a tough day, it appears that it's that way for everyone across the board. I'm so damaging myself today and i know i'm doing it and yet i'm doing it anyway just too bizarre. It's 19 degrees here today and with the wind chill it's 6 degrees, you want cold baby we've got cold. ANDI
well dinner was much improved for me. I started out with 1/2 cup of broccoli, and followed up with 1 oz of halibut, all very very good for me.
I have not had any other contraband. I thought about WHY I ate the 2 oz of m&m's, stress from work. stress from putting the dog to sleep. stress from such an excruciatingly small order from a daycare this week. it just bombarded me this week.
then I thought about it.
2 oz of chocolate. not 2 lbs, but 2 oz. really in the scheme of things that is not THAT bad. okay it is HERE. but out THERE in the real world. 2 oz is not that bad. ;)
tomorrow will be much more difficult. my daughters bridal shower. lots of goodies to bake .
the invitation list is 62 ladies not counting me
I am cooking 90% of the food. here is what I have created today:
lemon water (water with lemon slices floating)
7up / sherbet white grape fruit punch
creamy (sour cream) mushroom dip
salmon mousse dip
crackers
sliced black forest ham
sliced cheese
tiny croissants
mayo/mustard
mushroom / rice / cream cheese bake
macaroni n cheese
costco chocolate cake
rhubarb upside down cake
chocolate cream cheese torte
and the 'hostess' from pampered chef will be making the chicken ring
I have a sinking feeling, I either will have TOO much food or TOO little. I am aiming for too little, I really do not want left overs