Not Freaking Out--YET!!!

I feel so weird because I am not a nervous wreck yet. My surgery is next Tuesday (still can not believe that), and I am enjoying everyday to the fullest. It has been so relaxing around here. Madison (my 5 yr old daughter) has been a summer camp all week, and I have been keeping very busy outside with things I know I won't be able to do for a while. But I am not nervous about the surgery. I am sure that next Monday I will be singing a different tune, but for now I feel really content. I do worry about eating and getting enough protein and water after, but for now I am just laid back. I guess I am just weird, because I read all these post from everyone saying how they are just nervous wrecks, can't sleep, and all sorts of stuff. I have not slept as good has I have this week in years. I have just put it all as I know that in just a little while all the things that have been bothering me will soon be gone. Anyway, keep me in your prayers as my day approaches. Thanks to all of you. --Angela

I was a wreck 5 days ago, but now with the pre-registration and financial arrangements taken care of, and finishing up my work so that I am 'free' to rest and recoperate over the next 3 months, I am finding more peace each day.

Angela - you'll be fine! I didn't get nervous until the night before - but it passed! It'll be over before you know it. The best feeling is coming home and sleeping in your own bed after the hospital. good luck!!! Heather