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Topic: RE: Still Dealing with Head Issues 2 years out
Thanks Mary!!!
Yes, I have enjoyed total health for seven months now. God has used that in such a BIG way. (hense why we're moving) I've now gone to churches and groups to minister to people there. It's incredible that God has chosen to use little ol' me in this way. It is such a blessing to touch peoples lives in a real way. My husband and I are moving to Oklahoma to attend Bible college, we plan to go into the ministry!! And it all started with my healing!!
Yes - I have to tell myself that I'm whole, healthy, and good enough just like I am!!! It's a daily struggle though, that's for sure!!!
I am so very blessed!!! I really LOVE life now. I even enjoy the stressful days (lol). It all just has so much more meaning to me know.
Have a great summer
Laurie
Rejoicing 2B free
on 6/7/07 2:53 am - southern states
on 6/7/07 2:53 am - southern states
Topic: RE: HAPPY 2nd SURGIVERSARY EVERYONE! (Roll call time...)
Hi Sue, Nice to see you're a gardener too. A little bit of heaven playing in the dirt, I like to say
I take thyroid meds too and have for several yrs. I do think it makes a difference in the weight loss journey.
Maybe I'm dumb as a rock but recently as I went for some labs the tech wrote on the forms - " Long term STERIOD use ". "What ! I said - STEROIDS ???" Yep, it never occurred to me thyroid was a steriod!!! So there may be a connection. Makes one ponder, huh?
How did your 2yr follow up go?
I also have a dream of many more lbs. to drop. Maybe we can root one another along . It is a day by day process and the best blessing for us is the TOOL we do have at our disposal. Even if it gets rusty now and then
Mary
Rejoicing 2B free
on 6/7/07 2:40 am - southern states
on 6/7/07 2:40 am - southern states
Topic: RE: Still Dealing with Head Issues 2 years out
Hiya Laurie, So good to see you post. I remember last December when you shared about your healing and recovery from the illness that plagued you and was quite serious. I could not post then due to some glitch and my technical inaptitude but I was truly rejoicing for your delightful gift and renewal. I also had a wonderful healing. I was having blood sugar rapid drops many times a day. Dizzy, sweating, & shaking - the whole thing. Sorta feeling like dumping - almost a drunk- like dizziness. I tried everything and kept yogurt in my lunchbox everytime I went out because it was the only thing that helped immediately. My doc was very concerned and the updated data on WLS patients reported an increase in this problem and that it could become very serious. I was at a 24 hr prayer vigil at my church. At the closing prayer the pastor asked anyone who needed healing to come up and recieve prayer. I did . I have deep faith in healing yet know we do not always recieve it right away and as an old pastor used to say God's answers are " Yes, NO , and Not Yet. " I was open and so hoping for a, Yes ! Well, I am so grateful to say the whole low blood sugar issue went away. I recieved quite a gift. So I know the joy of such a gift of healing.
Happy packing and moving. Seems you just moved a yr ago, or so. With such a large family it must be a true challenge. Sorry the kids will get/feel gipped, tho. But it may help you settle in as they return to school out there.
With the head issues, I hear ya. Though I don't expect to ever see single digit clothing sizes...and am just a teeny-weeny bit envious , I do get quite shocked when I pass a mirror in a shop or the glass in the window and see my reflection. I can't believe it is me ! Then comes the temptation to over scrutinize the crepe folds and empty balloon skin here and there ( and there, too ) and just tell myself to STOP spazzing. Because the gift of renewed life is such a treasure and I don't ever want to forget where I came from or ever go back .
As my youngest daughter is contemplating WLS and I see the dispair in her eyes and contempt towards herself at her inability to succeed at this weight loss thing in the normal (whatever NORMAL really means ! ) way, I recall walking in those shoes and feeling so much pain in every joint from the strain Morbid Obesity and gravity puts on them.
It makes me think back ...and although my personal journey is not stellar success it has given me such renewed freedom and confidence and lightness in my step. It causes me to be deeply grateful for the blessing of this " TOOL " !
Glad you dropped in,
Mary
Topic: Still Dealing with Head Issues 2 years out
Hello Maysters!!! It's sad that we don't talk as much as we used to! But I understand the whole circle of life thing and that some of us have literally gotten our lives back and are now out living them. (some did that even before wls)
I'm still dealing with image/body issues!!!
Why can't I see myself for who I am now? A lady was talking to me the other day and she was saying that she's never ever gotten into a size 8, she's always been a "double digit". I thought to myself - no way am I smaller then her, we've GOT to be about the same size. Wrong, she's a 10/12 and I'm a 2/4..... why don't I see that about myself.
I absolutely hate my legs. I call them flabby barbie doll legs. Skinny ankles, then big calves, then smaller knees and then big thighs. I guess if it were all tonned and muscles I wouldn't mind as much.... but it's just flabby!!! I can't wear a bathingsuit without shorts over top because of the wrinkly-flabby skin on my inner thighs. It's depressing!! And I have stretch marks down past my knees 1/2 way to my ankles. Boy is that ever ugly. I don't know if tanning would help that or make it stick out more.
My arms, I'm learning to live with. They're not bad (so others tell me). I have a flab batwing but I can wear sleevless tops and not feel too self conscious about it.
OK - enough whining for me!!!
Other then how I see myself - I'm doing GREAT!!!!! My health has been perfect since God healed me December 1st. I have eatten every meal since with no problems what so ever. I'm sitting right at 130 pounds. (I'l like about 5 pounds off, but DH says NO WAY). We're packing our house up right now. We are moving to Oklahoma (from Michigan) on July 1st. The kids will be done with school tomorrow!!!!! I'm soooo glad to have school out!!!!! But in OK, school starts August 9th so they feel they're getting robbed out of the summer break!
Well, that's my update.... what are you guys doing this summer???????
HUGS,
laurie
Topic: RE: 2 years May 26th
Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know, I think it will be a huge struggle to keep the weight off. But- no pain/no gain--and this life is much better.
Topic: 2 years May 26th
I am now 2 years out and I weigh 180lbs. Before my journey began I was 314lbs. It has been a struggle to keep my weight down. My goal weight is 150lbs. I can eat anything I want, except icecream. Some days I just starve myself so that I can lose that extra lb.
Topic: RE: HAPPY 2nd SURGIVERSARY EVERYONE! (Roll call time...)
My 2 year is May 31...so hard to believe. I've pretty much stablized, maybe gained 5 lbs. I work out every day - Jazzercise, I also golf 3 days a week and dig in the garden. I just don't get it!!!! I do take thyroid meds but the doc says the blood work is good. I have to get my 2 yr blood taken and go for my follow up w/my surgeon. I still have 40 lbs to lose and it's driving me crazy! I will be good to see how much my body fat has gone down though w/all my exercise.
All-in-all, it's been a great 2 years. I really don't mean to complain. I've very happy.
Best wishes and congrats to all!
Sue McD
Rejoicing 2B free
on 5/26/07 10:43 pm - southern states
on 5/26/07 10:43 pm - southern states
Topic: RE: Almost missed 2 years!
Hi There Jen, Glad to see ya posting. Happy 2 yr. anniversary to you, too. Hope the summer is great. Size 12 is quite an accomplishment. Sure wish those last pounds were as easy to get off as the first chunk in the May of 05'
Mary
P.S. Sure is quiet around here lately
Topic: Almost missed 2 years!
Happy 2 years to everyone!!
My weight has leveled off. Still about 20lbs from goal but a very very happy size 12. Just can't quite to seem to get motivated to Back to Basics.
Looking foward to another fun summer!
Best wishes to everyone
Jen
Rejoicing 2B free
on 5/22/07 2:19 am - southern states
on 5/22/07 2:19 am - southern states
Topic: RE: 2 YEARS!
Hi Kathy, Glad to see your post. Missed ya!
I just wanted to send my greetings and hugs to you and Michelle and our many faithful May ladies! ( and any occasional guy May lurkers )
I have to schedule some time to do a review of my 2 yrs since surgery and post it too.
Briefly I'll say it has been such a worthy venture. Lost close to 100 lbs. never made it to the 100 lb. mark and work hard to just maintain.
Have been suffering a great deal with neck and back problems and it isn't the fibromyalgia but arthritis and disc issues in spine. Seeing a new chiropractor who is very into homeopathic and alternative therapies. Seeing lower back improvement but the neck is slower to respond.
( BTW Michelle, My fibro is for the most part in remission just to give you a pinch of hope with yours, the day may come when it sleeps and only occasionally rears it's head with a mild growl. )
Gardening every morning and some evenings is my passion and my delight!
I am so tickled with the perennials I planted last year! Popping up all over. It is a renewal in HOPE ! I must say. My roses are blooming so beautifully and last wk. I finally got around to sprinkling epsom salts on them and it must be what they crave cuz in just a wk they really took off ! The chiropractor says I should be so kind to myself and take a nice long soaky bath in the epsom salts because it is a great way to absorb magnesium ! But it is a luxury I haven't squeezed time out yet to indulge in. But as I type it out it occurs to me we WLS gals might try in that it offers another way to absorb the vits, hummmm. OK , guess time can be found after all.
There is an ever present battle with the weeds , so like out daily battle with food choices. If we let it slip a few days ...there are consequences - for sure. Which take more work to overcome than the daily maintence. So practicing those good habits of weeding and making healthy choices in our food programs pays off well. Also keeping a food journal helps me " keep it real" . ( the good the bad and the ugly )
I miss our usual postings and interaction. It has been a much richer experience having you Mayers to compare notes with and share the journey together these past 2 yrs.. Thank you Kathy, for your leadership and faithful care of us all. You are like the big sis to us, here. Hope we have been a support for you in your adversity as well.
Hugs and Blessings to all .
My heart's affection is with you, as are my prayers daily...yep you are on the prayer list
,
Mary