B-cereal and milk L-Lean Cuisine with some steamed broccoli on the side S-4 small plums D-bbq pork sandwhich with probably a few fries(we are going out) S-protein shake Candy

Well, I totally fubarred today... my own fault, too... Made poor choices, knowing darn well my blood sugar would take a crap... Pre B - no protein shake, opted for a venti iced sf hazlenut nf latte - hey, it has some protein B - a slice of NSA banana nut bread from Starbucks - enter blood sugar drop MS - orange juice and pb crackers trying to bring my sugar up... worked temporarily MS - 1/2 a protein bar, still trying to bring my sugars up L - went to a really nice seafood restaraunt - had 1/2 cup of clam chowder, half a seafood melt (tons of cheese, big chunks of lobster, shrimp and scallops on an english muffin), coupla fries AS - other half of protein bar D - since Aaron's not working, he's cooking :D - making meatloaf, not sure what else....

Rich is still running a fever. This is day 3. Or is it 4? Seems like 4. Maybe 3. Fever with no GI issues, no upper respiratory issues, nothing. We called the hematologist/oncologist office. They asked about UTI and lower back pain - nope, all is fine there too. They spoke to him and said to see the PCP. PCP is booked solid. We are going to see a coworker's doc in the a.m. Rich shouldn't make the trip. He should stay home and rest. As much as I hate...HATE... did I say that I hate to drive anymore... I'll drive to NY Saturday morning myself. He doesn't know that yet. He shouldn't be pushing his body or dealing with other people either. So, he is staying home. This sucks. Kathy

Your grandmother and your family are in my prayers today. May God's strength ease your fear and lead her to a swift recovery.

This is an update: About 5:30 am my grandma couldn't wake up. My grandpa tried and the nurses tried. So she got moved to the critical care unit. They did tests and x-rays to see what was wrong. Its not her heart. And we still don't know if she has a blood clot because she never got the results from the test yesterday. She was so bad she couldn't open her eyes. She couldn't talk. She could only grunt. Then she started grunting horribly!! Her left arm is in so so much pain. They stopped giving her the blood thinner in her stomach and gave it to her on a drip. Which helped. She also got a shot in her hip dunno what for tho. Anyways the doctors still have no idea what is wrong w/her!! I am scared I was so scared that I lost her. She can talk now some not much. And her legs and arms and all feels like lead where she can't move them! Which scares me. Please please remember her in your prayers. This is all I know for now. I just can only pray that she fully recovers and they find out what is wrong w/her! Her blood pressure normally runs high always even with the medicine and now its kinda toward the low side. We are worried. Pray. Thanks. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYONE PRAYING FOR HER YESTERDAY! AND THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT IS PRAYING FOR HER TODAY. IT TRULY MEANS ALOT TO MY GRANDMOTHER AND MY FAMILY.