Scheduled a PS Consult

Well, I finally did it... I scheduled a PS consult... It's not until late May - had to wait until this confounded project I'm involved with is over, but I've at least started the process. I've pretty much come to the conclusion that insurance is not going to cover any of this. Unless it gets hot and the heat and humidity cause serious problems, my skin issues are not physically bad enough to warrant a medical necessity. It's not really a vanity thing, though. Well, maybe, but not really... Psychologically, I'm having real issues... It's almost worse, mentally, for me than when I was obese, as far as intimacy is concerned... With clothes on, I feel fine, outstanding, actually, but in intimate situations, it's becoming debilitating... particularly my stomach and my breasts. I'll have the consult and see what's what... ideally, I'd love to have a LBL and breast lift/augmentation. Not sure about the LBL - I'll see what the PS says... At minimum, I need a lipectomy and probably a TT... definately will have my breasts done. They are so gross I can't hardly stand to look at myself... IArms are okay - I can live with them... Thighs... eh, if the PS says I could do a LBL and it's within our price range, I may do it, but it's not that big of a deal... I've got some avenues to self-pay, if necessary. I can take a loan out on my 401k, use my profit sharing (if we ever get it - it's late), we've got some money saved. We're by no means well off, but we have finally gotten our sh*t straight and to me, the new furniture, appliance, etc. that we could use, can wait... Luckily, Aaron is okay with this - he realizes how important it is to me... Anyway, sorry I started whining, didn't intend to do that, just wanted to share my excitement in finally getting my consult scheduled... I guess I'm officially starting the last leg of my journey!