What in the heck was THAT all about???
Today started out like a normal day. Coffee, Nectar, oatmeal...
Went to lunch with my dad, ordered ham and beans. Beans weren't cooked, almost crunchy, so I just picked out pieces of ham. No biggy.
An hour and a half later, I started picking through a small chef salad in the fridge. Ate the turkey and ham, some of the lettuce, a slice of cucumber...
A half hour after that, I ate 2 SF Reese Mini PB cups.
15 minutes later, I ate an entire snack bag of Cheetos....
I DON'T EVEN LIKE CHEETOS!!!!!
I cannot believe I did that. I was on total autopilot. Not only did I eat without thinking about it, and without really being hungry, but I ate crap and too much of it. Now my pouch feels crappy...
GRRRR.... What the heck is wrong with me?
Gonna go find a boot to put up my own arse...
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I craved choc. the other day and bought a choc. cheesecake..but had a small piece and it was too rich and made me sick...serves me right. Been very faithful with protein shakes and started faithfully taking my vitamins, iron and calcium, so hopefully I am on the right track. Just want this BLEEDING to slow down...dang!!!