I feel onderful!
I finally made it! I'm in the onderfuls and boy does it feel wonderful! I weighed in at 199 on Wednesday. I can't believe that it's finally happened.
I stepped on the scale fully expecting the same 201 that I had been stuck at for days, but staring back at me was the number 199. I stepped off the scale and walked to the kitchen where my father and brother were talking and simply said, "I did it." Dad grinned because he knew exactly what I was talking about. I went and stared out the window for a moment with tears in my eyes. Sometimes this all still seems so unreal to me and I keep waiting for this to fail just like all of the other times. For now, I'm just going to savour this moment and be thankful that it has finally come.