Tomorrow "the big day" (may 9)

Well, not much time left. How you all, may 9, feel? scary? Sometimes i think that i don't whant this operation enymore. I just whant to run away how i feel? ----

It's only normal to feel scared, nervous and have doubt, but if you have come this far hold on to the feelings that have bought you here. Have faith & be strong My prayers are with you Grace

All throughout the research process, the insurance process, the meetings with my PCP and surgeon and nutritionist... no worries, I felt confident that this was the right decision. And then when I was in the operating room, the suddenly urge to scream or cry or run like crazy hit me. Luckily the anesthesiologist knocked me out a couple minutes later and I couldn't escape. Good luck tomorrow!

Don't worry Milana... I'm going in tomorrow morning also, and I've had a few moments where my "fight or flight" instinct had me sprouting pinfeathers... but I know we're doing the right thing! Good luck and speedy recovery! Joe

Milana, I am praying for you and praying that you will have a peace about your surgery. Keep thinking about all of the positive things that will come after you're on the losing side! Take care and let us know how you're doing!