How's Everyone?

I'm... well, I'm just here. Long story which I really don't feel like writing. See my doctor on Thursday afternoon. Unless they get an opening and actually call me at a number where I can be reached rather than leave a message I won't get and then give the appointment to someone else like they did today. I was pissed. Called the gastroenterologist because I'm now thinking the chest pain is GI related. Food has been a chore for a while, been resorting to papaya for a month or so and now tum-tum ain't feeling so good and not alot of food is going down easily. I called the gastro at 9:30 am and I'm still waiting for a call back. Typical of them but... Yea, so I'm pissed - what else is new. I feel basically crappy. I don't know what to do with myself. And how sick is this... I'm losing weight and I'm not happy about it. Down 3.5-4 lbs since last week. I'm at 162.5... 2.5 from goal but feel like this is making me look frail? Me? All of a sudden my arms which were doing fairly decent given my age now look crappy, my boobs are gone completely, etc. Yikes! Anyway, I'm here. If things worsen, I know 911s number and now t hey know me. LOL! Kathy

Hi Kathy... I just wanted to say I am sorry that you are goign through all of this crap. I hope you feel better.... and soon!!!! Take care! Hugs, Stef