Please pray for me

I have a mental illness that makes separation really hard for me as you know from when Rex was gone. Well my Therapist is leaving on vacation for 2 weeks tomorrow. Last time he did this I tried to kill myself and ended up in a mental ward for about a week. I know I am doing better than I was then but I am still scared that it will happen again. I see my psychatrist tomorrow and will be asking for some ativan for the next couple of weeks. I hate that I feel that I'm so dependent on someone but still its a part of me. I know that if I want to I can call his voice mail and leave him a message but he won't call me back as he shouldn't. He's going to California so those of you that are in the LA area if you see a big bald man wearing Sketchers that's Steve. He's taking his kids to Disneyland and to LA. I'm happy that he is able to do it but still feel that he's abandoning me when I'm just starting some serious stuff. So please pray for me the next couple of weeks. I saw him today and the next time I see him is June 13. Jan

Good luck Jan. You can always lean on us when you need to! Angie

Thoughts are with you, Jan. Kathy

Jan, Good luck! Lori

Hi Jan, Gladly holding you up in prayer. You can do this, grace can help Mary