does anyone understand what I am going through
Yes, Toddra... I do know what you're going through. I was ont he same page today. I'm still out of work and as much as I don't want to go back I DO in a way cuz I am SO bored and usually boredom was filled with eating. Now I'm never hungry which is great and when I eat I sometimes get sick cuz my ody is still figuring things out. My point is- what do I do with myself now? What do non-food addicts do with all their free time? I am trying to get in at least one good, long walk a day ( 2-3 miles) and I go at my own pace. There's a gym next door so I am TRYING to force myself to go there each day, but it hasn't happened in a few, I'll admit. This is tough right now and I guess I have nothing to offer other than- hang in there, I FEEL you and we will get through this...