Derailment by Stress...What a disaster!
I am no stranger to stress and anxiety and have experienced it many times since having my RNY, but this past month I have been overwhelmed with both and it has taken a toll on my state of mind. I am trying very hard not to slip into old habits but I fear that I am loosing ground in this battle.
This past week I got caught under pressure and made some very bad food choices and those choices only made me want to make MORE bad choices, which I did. Now the more I think about it, the more I realize that indulging in something not so WLS friendly is okay occasionally; however, giving in to that urge on a daily basis can really turn into a runaway train heading for derailment. I don't ever want to crash and burn, much less so prematurely!
This has been a very empty week for my diet; needless to say that I have to put on the brakes and get this train back on track, otherwise this could lead to major disaster!
This past week I got caught under pressure and made some very bad food choices and those choices only made me want to make MORE bad choices, which I did. Now the more I think about it, the more I realize that indulging in something not so WLS friendly is okay occasionally; however, giving in to that urge on a daily basis can really turn into a runaway train heading for derailment. I don't ever want to crash and burn, much less so prematurely!
This has been a very empty week for my diet; needless to say that I have to put on the brakes and get this train back on track, otherwise this could lead to major disaster!
~Starting Weight: 261 lbs~~Pre-Op Weight: 241 lbs~
~Current Weight: 155 lbs~
"Just when the Caterpillar thought her life was over, She began to fly..."
I am so right there with you. The past month has had a lot of things going on for me, but the last 10 days have been overwhelming. And I have a sinus infection, so food doesn't taste right and I have found myself twice in the past week standing in front of the fridge looking for something but not knowing what! This is what I used to do under stress. I ended up choosing an orange or a sugar free pudding...but other times I have not made such great choices. And the stress had made me not want to work out...just too much going on, so I have let myself fall into that rut. And the scales are showing it. They haven't gone up, but I have been in the 230's since Jan. 5th.
I have got to get back on track!
I have got to get back on track!
It is hard! Most of the time I catch myself just before I fall for the old mind tricks, but sometimes..... Over all it's getting better! Thank goodness!
~Starting Weight: 261 lbs~~Pre-Op Weight: 241 lbs~
~Current Weight: 155 lbs~
"Just when the Caterpillar thought her life was over, She began to fly..."
Hi there-
You will make it through these tough times. I wish I had an urge to actually eat. I am never hungry and forget to eat sometimes. Which is not good - I know this, yet I have to make myself put nourishment in my body. A balanced approach is what got us to this point, so keep that in mind when choices are tough.
Good luck!
You will make it through these tough times. I wish I had an urge to actually eat. I am never hungry and forget to eat sometimes. Which is not good - I know this, yet I have to make myself put nourishment in my body. A balanced approach is what got us to this point, so keep that in mind when choices are tough.
Good luck!