Going away for a while....................

My life is a mess right now. Seems I can't get down 64 ounces of water, 60 grams of protein, 11 vitamins and supplements, 10 psychiatric medications and 30 minutes of exercise. Add to that that I am an emotional basketcase. I saw my psychiatrist on Monday. He changed my meds so they are not time released and changed the doses so instead of once a day I can take them 3 times a day. It's a lot more f-ing pills changing 3 of them to 6.

Yesterday back to the doctor for another check-up. I am sent up again for IV fluids. I feel like I am a bad girl for not following directions. Found out that eating 2 tablespoons is too much and I am making myself nauseated by eating 2 tbsps. I am supposed to try 1 tablespoon.

I went back to protein shots today. I can get 50 grams in 3 ounces and no nausea. Also since I am not eating 6-8 1 tablespoon meals I can drink for an additional 6-7 hours a day and get my water in.

I might go to New Orleans and stay with my mom awhile. I am going to try and leave tomorrow. I am 5 weeks plus 4 days out and I am not moving forward.

Thanks everyone for all of your support. I will write when I get to my moms.

Diana

I really hope you feel better soon! 

Hang in there and be good to yourself.

aww girl im right there with you. So sorry you are going thru this, its sucking for me right now, I think I just had a bad week. Hope the time away is what you need. Take care of yourself.

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. 

Feel better soon ((hugs))

Sweetie!!!! I'm so sorry!! I hope some time away w your mom will help refresh you. I hear ya about the fluids, I'm having trouble too. Write when you can and let me know if you need anything.

You are not a "bad girl"; you have a lot on your plate. Be kind to yourself and things are going to get better! You already have lost a lot of weight! Take care in New Orleans; Moms are wonderful.

The best thing will be having your mom take care of you!  Wishing you safe travels.

I really pray things will come together for you.  Sounds like a very hard road you have been on.   I wish this journey was an easier one for you.  Let your mom take care of you for a while and give yourself a rest.  Maybe you need that emotional connection with someone close to help guide your journey.  I hope she is of good support to you.  Let us all know how you are. We will all be thinking of you.