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So whats your story? this board is tooooo quiet!
everthing i eat i think "this could be the last time i eat this....
i went out tonight and picked up gyros cuz who knows when and if i will ever be able to eat them again...
i knew i had a problem with food, but i didnt know it had this much control over me. I find myself walking through the grocery picking up things to have "one last time"
I start my liquid diet April 1st and then surgery april 8th.
April needs to hurry up and come cause i feel like i will GAIN just in anticipation.
I don't know about you but I've been reading every book I can get my hands on about WLS. The library system in CT is excellent and you can search the entire state and get any book that's available delivered to your local library. I heart my library very much :)
Anyway, I'm reading, "It Ain't Over 'til the thin lady sings", by Michelle Ritchie. She is an addiction and substance abuse counselor so this book is A LOT about the "head hunger", emotional eating and exploring all of those issues that don't magically go away just because you have this surgery. This is just the book I've been looking for. There are lots of great questions and prompts for writing if that's your thing.
I keep telling myself that I don't want to forget what this misery of 250+ pounds has been like. I am a classic "road to you know where being paved with good intentions" kinda girl and struggle with instant gratification vs. long term reward. If you spend any time at all reading the forums you hear a lot of talk about still struggling with head hunger, not exercising like we're supposed to, people "testing" to see if sugar, candy, soda make them dump and being terrified when it doesn't. As far as I'm concerned, I don't even want to know so my mantra is "There are NO exceptions to the rules! Period. Finito. Nada, None. El Nope O. At least, that's what I tell myself but it's always easier said than done.
OK, so anyway, the book is good. I'll have it back to the library in a week or so if you in CT and wondering who has all the damn WLS books out.
Have a great day! Joie
Good Luck
Best wishes!
Mary
Dr. Husted does all his surgries (unless emergency) on Friday's!!!
So you aren't alone girly!
Diana DS Revision from '99 RNY
UHC Denied Jan'09/APPROVED Feb'09
DS-SW287; CW/190 GW/152