I will play My mother in law tells my husband that there is no way my son is his because we don't have thoes kind of people (autistic) in our family. Oh and that I was a ***** who was sleeping with all my roomates (we had a five bedroom house when we met with 3 other roomates thats how we met) so it was one of theres! I fixed her ass made her pay 700.00 for a dna test on both kids and now she can't say anythingf because i proved her wrong now that was the tip there is much more but hey well save that for a rainy day lol lucky for me she lives in colorado haha dee

Seems alot of us are battling emotional eating.Mindless eating when we are not even hungry.The stress I am under is unbearable at times. I am so glad I had a fill last week and I cannot over eat but this tool works to a point and then I will go back to the mindless eating. I need to get this under control the root and cause. I have mean nasty inlaws and dealing with both of them end of life care is taking a huge toll on me. Both have dementia and the death bed confessions has ABOUT destroyed my hubby and myself deeply.. the alligations are so unreal and yet mind blowing how does someone keep secret like that especially when it could have a huge impact on my children and my well being.Thank God the alligation are so untrue and when I asked my kids they assured me their uncle is mental on drugs and needs therpy and unfounded but brought back my root and cause why I became obese, Like many people who battle obesity many of us have a molestation or rape back ground and to ignore it does not make it go away. Ten years of therpy and a self commitment to a mental ward 10 years ago help me to stop the self abuse distructive cycle. I was a cutter and I ran from pain.. But I replaced it with Food and over eating and beCAME morbid obese Talk about continuing the self torture self abuse cycle I was not dealing with my issues I am so mad right now and angry at my inlaws I was hoping God would take them now!! So I can be done with his family but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO they are gonna be the type that are gonna probally live to be 100 and demented. Ok they both have dementia been already documented LOL I know I am surely not alone in the outlaws issue. Maybe we should have contest on who has the worst inlaws .. LOL I know I will win the most crazyest (did I spell that right?) and most dememted inlaws. I so want to eat them away but they would not even taste good with ketchup LOL They are so not worth one bite of MINDLESS ANGRY food or extra calorie eating I JUST NEEDED TO VENT!!! I love the Idea of a massage and body rub but dammit with gas prices I have no extra money to pamper my self but nooooo it was spend on gas seeing dealing with the inlaws and taking care of their ungreatful sorry !@#$%^&* Dont get me started on gas prices I Paid $4.45 a gallon. I spent 100 dollars to go there to help them that could have paid for 2 massages. OK ALL I AM DONE VENTING I feel better Lisa

I feel for all those who are dealing with the fires I said to a friend the other day we need to suck up all the water here in Cedar Rapids and dump it on the fires in Cali. We have lost 1000s of homes and thousands of people have been displaced here too so what your dealing with hits close to home.

Amanda sucess is a process and we will always battle this food addition the difference is we have a tool in place and we now stop and think more about choices as before we never gave much thought to what we were doing. We have not failed weight loss it is a process and a journey we are gonna have good days bad days but the key to sucess is being accountiable to each other and honest with ourselves.. and our mess ups plus share in our success and share in goals and miles stones.. We all need each other .. I often wonder how the men folks are doing as they left us months ago .. I am a emotional eater and food was my drug of choice.. I will be here.. even if no one else will be I promice I am here for the long hull.. With out this board I would have failed along time Ago, We are family here and I will never pass judgement on anyone .. I have a disease and it is call obesity but I HAVE A TOOL to help beat that disease.. welcome back Amanda and everyone who wants to come back .. we need you like you need us Lisa

A marathon?? WOW. That seems to big a goal I just cannot imagine. I will be cheering you from home. Thanks for the responses. It really helps to know I am not alone. You all are the BEST....