Hello Again

deelight152
on 5/8/12 11:56 pm - Down South, IL

Humm where do I even start. I'm divorced and unemployed, gaining weight from depression which just makes me gain more. my lowest weight was 200 and I am now 247. I try to be positive because I am still not 367 which I was the day of surgery, but I am very discouraged and just can't seem to get back on track. I struggle everyday. It's not so much the eating as it is the drinking. I turned to drinking threw the divorce and now I have cut down quite a bit, but the damage is already done. I have a big belly again and lovely dog ears from the skin removal. I refuse to go to my check up cause I don't want to face my life saver and let him know I failed. guess I just needed to vent and come back here. to see how everyone else is doing