Sunday check in
Good morning everyone. Hope everyone has had a good week. I figured I would start the post this week. I have had a busy week, taking the kids to appts. almost everyday and trying to get things in order. Hubby comes home nxt week for his R & R. I still have mixed feelings about that. Marriage is so rocky I don't know if there is any help for it. On a good note, I took my daughter to a modeling audition yesterday, we find out if she made the cut later today. My son turned the big"1" and we had a little party for him. I'm trying hard to get my own life back in order. Since I reached my goal weight I seem so down all the time. I was much happier 30 pounds heavier. I feel so unattractive now, I look like a boy, just a soggy rectangle but my mind won't let me gain anything back. I bounce around between 134 and 138. I enrolled in school so hopefully I can start getting my life back on track.
312 DOS
138 today
174 pounds gone forever
Boy what a ride...
312 DOS
138 today
174 pounds gone forever
Boy what a ride...
Went barrel racing today. I am so lucky I get to live my dream...
Weight was 174 this morning. I am really watching what I'm eating and I want to get back to my goal weight of 165.
Amazing how you think the battle of weight is over and then your body adjusts and BAM! You have to really work at it all over again...
Weight was 174 this morning. I am really watching what I'm eating and I want to get back to my goal weight of 165.
Amazing how you think the battle of weight is over and then your body adjusts and BAM! You have to really work at it all over again...
Consult/Goal/Current
282/165/183lbs
282/165/183lbs