Is this goodbye?

Do we discontinue this board? Only Rhonda and Lisa show up. And it's not consistent for us, either. Any suggestions? I'm kinda tired of talking to myself

Sorry sorry sorry!
I do think the board has dissapeared even though over 100 looks at the post?
I will try my best to post 1 a week!
Shar did you go to your 3 year check up? They called me and I said I would but I am just not ready to go yet?

I know I need to be here more often then I am sorry everyone for not being here.. I have been so busy getting my life in order.. I never thought going threw surgical menopause would have a positive effect, I have been battling gaining weight staying at 169 to 172 range.. not happy with this. I was in this major depression or fog before surgery. I had no energy no ambition before surgery. I have noticed a change good and bad. I am stiff with the joints and feel stiff in morning. I have a appitite, I have this amazing energy and not sleeping much .. I am more edgy but over all my mental out look is positive. My family says i am more cranky  but that layed back mom is gone I am sick of my house being a mess and not picked up. Spend my days just cleaning and reorgaining . Hence why I am not here much. I have so much drive.. I think i have hard time laying around ,, Been less on the computer, I had to get here and say sorry for not being here as much,, i will be better.  I will work on being here more
Lisa