Sunday weigh In

I kinda figured Shar is busy this morning  so I will start this weight in I am sure this time of year everyones is busy with work holiday partying  travel etc. I hope all are doing ok with the holiday food temptations. I been venturing out more with Christmas shopping and trying not to swell up to much. I hope everyone is getting in the protien in first.
I am down 2 pounds this week which I am really surprised I am even lost anything after last week huge weight loss.
this am I am 170 so so close to 169 lol I cannot rmemeber when I last saw 170 lol. I think I went from 125lbs to 200 overnight lol I stopped swimming and rigerious work outs in my teens and that is when my weight went out of control. I hear the word skinny every now and then and I am saying u talking to me? LOL I thought after my tummy tuck I would be just admiring my new shape and I have been avoiding looking at my new body imagine I think psychology I do not beleive it is me I mean the head is the same but the body is not. I have a severe eating disoder and I battle with body imagine and MPD so this is really hard to beleive this is the new me. I hope after the staples and drain tubes are removed I can really connect and not feel I am looking at someone else body.I feel very numb so this does not help  LOL
Merry Christmas and Happy Hanikkah to everyone on our A team, 
Total weight loss 125 lbs
Highest weight 295
last week 172
This week 170
Warm holiday wishes to everyone
Lisa

Ok where is everyone? I am thinking did I miss something? Am I orphan now? lol Where is our A team?

Here I am....Would you believe that I didn't realize it was Sunday. I have been busy since early morning and it is now 1:10 in the morning. I was busy today preparing for a Chanukah party at my house. Cleaning all day, last minute shopping, and of course all the cooking. Where the heck is everyone??? I notice many people have viewed this, but no one has replied. I am stable with my weight and for now that;s ok. I have been eating a lot more than I'd like and a lot of the wrong things. all the good tasting stuff just slides right on down. I am looking forward for the holidays to be over so I can get serious about my diet again. How does it feel to be skinny? Sorry I haven't gotten back to you..I will as soon as I have a while to sit on the phone with you for a while. You will never be an orphan.......I will always be here for you.

Shar

Well I am so glad I am not a weight loss orphan LOL I am so glad you are here. I have some shopping also  left to do before Christmas but I need to wait for pay day to buy them lol I figure I am not gonna stress out with holiday weight gain etc as I feel New Years is a renewel of my commitment to weight loss. I am thinking I am gonna focus on strength and building muscle this year and do major body tonning, I think I better charge my phone so when u call I will not have a dead battery. I decided to have a low key christmas and try not to spend to much this year and seems I am so stress free about it I have all the gifts wrapped minus the few i still need to buy Just need to do grocery shopping  I have alot of doct apts this week ugh, Well time to crack the whip and get the kids cleaning So my mom will not scream when she shows up tommorrow on her way to my sisters for christmas. So hard not able to do chores Oh darn lol My housekeeper is off this week.
Lisa