calling all April 07 surgery Group Has any seen crystal? or Allie? the guys? ETC

I think alot of people have fallen on hard times.. All our extra money has gone to medical bills with 4 surgeries 2 icu bills medi vac to ucla we are strapped to pay the medical bills. I am unable to go back to work right now to help with the finances due to my shoulder, I guess we are better than some right now but if hubby lost his job then we know we are gonna be in trouble in no time. I am doing food storage and planning on the worse. The food is so out expensive good thing hubby and I are WLS pts LOL. My marriage is sucky and to be honest I don't even care to even work on it .. Not like things are gonna change. We are just two different peoples with different ideas but not like I can move out with 7 kids living at home. I am stuck and don't get me started on the outlaws issue. But we all got to push threw this because if we don't our old habbits will get to the best of us again and food is the true enemy we all did not get morbid obese because we really like food. We have a problem deeper than most of us admit. We get threw this with support and even if it is to sound off better than stuffing a plate of cookies down our throat to deal with what is really eating at us .. I know some people think once they real goal no need to for more suport to be honest I am so Afraid of failing this surgery even once I get to goal . I have a true eating disorder and if I do not beleive I deserve to be thin I will not make it. I have a very self distructive nature about my self and I got to start to love myself again. I just see I am seeing 50 soon and I am aging and getting saggy skin boobies that I can tie under a belt and gray hair and wrinkles and age spots I wasted my youth on being fat!!!!!! Lisa

Lisa, I will be here with you till the very end. I wish everyone would come back together. Especially for the weigh ins. Even if they didn't give their weights, just so they can check in at least once a week. As for the Chicago trip.I am sorry. I guess life just took all our time. Maybe, if we had alot of interest, I woukd try to make plans for last summer, I will post if anyone is still interested. Shar

U better be shar!!! I sure hope we get to meet each other .. I want to drag Inky with me to chicago to meet you. Start to recycle Inky LOL Maybe I can stuff her tiny body in my suit case only gonna cost me 25 dollars for a luggage hehe Lisa

Hi everybody, I'm still lurking about too . My computer is down but I check in a few times a week while I'm at work. Hopefully I can get it fixed this month. I miss Sunday weigh in.

we will be here waiting for you to weigh in .. we are in this together

Hello. I am back and I missed all of you very much!!! Can't wait to get caught up and see what I have missed. Hope everyone is doing well.

Welcome back!!!! and we look forward to hear how things are going on your weight loss journey.. Trsut me I READ EVERY POST!! Lisa

Well I am still around but alot has been going on here.... Lisa I got your message but I could not hear your #. PLease call or leave it in a message here.....I need to talk...

Crystal I owe u alot of my sucessful weight loss to you ,, U have been here for me even when I GAVE UP ON MY SELF !!! U made me beleive in myself.. I never thought I would never see being under 200 but you did.. Lisa

I am here also. I don't always weigh in on Sundays but I am checking the board. Hello to everyone & l miss our MIA's also! Lots of information and support we feed off of each other...........We Miss you! Huggs, Rhonda