My memebership was revoked..

I had a ah hah moment last night.. I went to gym to do a work out well what I can with my recent shoulder surgery I got into the spa after my work out and their was some people who r small tiny and well a few ladies from the class joined me and we were talking losing weight and exercise well few ladies were heavy like 300 lbs plus and we were taking about diet and exercise and few of these ladies said well it will be easy for u lose weight u r not very big and huge like us and they gave me this kinda snooty look and I said look I was 295 lbs and my weight loss did not come very easy for me I had to change my life and work out 2 to 3 hours in order to lose weight.. I eat 900 to 1200 calories a day and when I stopped working out due to surgery I gained 10 lbs when I stopped exercise..So I said I said I am very proud of u the fact ur here exercising and doing something about your weight loss tells me u want to change. I said to them my journey will never be done. I said I feel your pain of obesity and how people judge u`or look at u differently. (I am one of you just now I come in a smaller version I was thinking). But my ah hah moment was they did not see me a huge person I was no longer a card carrying memeber of morbid obese club up until that time I was just as big as they were. I was no longer welcomed into that club to be honest I am glad I no longer conform to code of ethics of being 100 lbs over weight. My former members of this club kicked me OUT revoved my memebership It was a bitter sweet moment. So HOPING TO BE IN ONDERLAND CLUB SOON Lisa

When I read this I thought oh NO what happened....but I am glad they revoked your membership. Sometimes it takes other to revoke us before we see that we have changed. I love you for who you and how you look at life...It has been nice to see you blossom into a beautiful flower....WAY TO GO

Was hard to see I was no longer a memeber of that group I have my application ready for the onderland club .. I am trying so hard to to get these 6 STUBBORN pounds off.. I WILL NEVER let go of that onderland membership.. u r the best crystal u are like the blood flow for this group .. u keep us flowing. we love what u do for us Lisa

I was in the women's section at my local Wal-Mart looking for some cheap pairs of size 16 jeans and there was a lady next to me looking as well. She complained about the fading on the jeans and how she thought that style was silly.. I sighed and said.. I wish they made a 16 with a tall cut.. they have 18 talls, and 20 talls but no 16 talls. She got this snooty look on her face and said quietly.. I wish I could wear a 16. That's when I realized she was MO and I wasn't. It is easy to forget. It also made me realize that I do need to be more thankful for how far I have come. I am tall and maybe won't ever see a size 8 or 6.. or be too small of Lane Bryant.. but I know I am full of health and energy.. and no longer MO! Wow for sure. -Shakeira