What the heck LIFE AS A NORMAL WIFE NOW ?
Now I am regaining the weight .. I started up the exercise was unable to exercise due to injury to my lower back and shoulder. I think I am drinking to much .. fluids .. I been eating wrong stuff... to many carbs and sugar .. yestersay I had this huge craving for wrong stuff.. and I am hungry and will need a tighting which is scheduled Dec 12 ... I have no control when i am hungry grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .. I feel so ashamed .. I feel like I fell off the wagon.. like a alcohoholic does ..when he/she has a drink 4 pounds in 4 days.. Does anyone have these really bad weeks? ok this is a life altering event LOL
I am stressing not just because the weight gain but my personal life is under huge STRESS and CHANGE.... hubby IS home more (use to him being gone all the time mind u kinda werid having him and it is territory issues hates it when I blast the surround sound when I do my chores just a BIG CHANGE 4 me as he will be working virtuial from home 2 to 3 days a week so my rountine is adapting to having him HOME. VERY WERID .AND STRESSFUL PLUS daughter with cystic fibrosis is threating to miscarry. sick kids..) I am woman use to NOT having a man home and had to adapt like a very self reliant mom wife almost for 25 years years . Now when I go to do my stuff he asks where ru going when u gonna be back when is dinner etc Oh man I have a HUBBY now LOL I am use to a weekend hubby LOL.. how do u woman folks adjust to a man home so much??????? he was gone from 4 am to 6:30 m-f if not staying over or traveling but now will work from home unless needed at work or traveling ugh ... Just werid I am glad he is not commuting and gone alot but so werid and huge change for me... LOL This happnend so fast..I am not a morning person he is LOL I like to slowly awake to my day,, by 9 AM I am ready to roll.
LOL
Lisa