I did it!!!!
After weeks and weeks and weeks ....ok since april of staying in 240 something I hit 239 this am I know this may not seem like a big deal to anyone but to me it is like a sign that my Plateau is finally over....
I got up this am and oh my I peed like a race horse LOL and I immediately ran to the scale because I knew I had lost a pound
So werid but I know when I am losing is when I pee like a race horse ..
I really felt I was never gonna see 239 .. I remember being stuck at 263 in Nov and stayed that way tell april and by april 18 I hit 250... day or surgery my goal I needed to hit to lose in order to have my surgery
I CAN'T BELEIVE IT I AM 239 @ 4:50 AM I HIT A MILE STONE..
Today is a bittersweet day for me and my family today our granddaughter Katie would have been 2 today. hard to believe she has been gone 11 mos now.. a year ago we were celebrating her first birthday .. today we celebrate her memory..
Anyone who has a child please Just hug them tight ... FOR ME
That is a order now... no matter how cranky and screaming they can be today hug them and say to them I love u ..
The last sounds I remember hearing from katie was her laughting in delight as she had her am bath then on sept 6 she was called back home
Katie died in her sleep while in daycare of SUDC (SUDDEN unexplained death in a child related to SIDS)
She was her grandma's joy see her pic on my profile (have to brag she was a cutie
She is truely was a gift from GOD and todsy she felt fitting to give her grandma a reason to smile today..
LOVE YOU KATIE AND GRANDMA MISSES U
Grandma Lisa
oh Lisa!! Hugs for making your goal! Hugs to you on this day of remembrance. I had a niece named kiara and on her 5 month birthday she died in her sleep. It was so hard, She died at my house 2 days after Easter. I was giving her CPR but to no avail. I still see her everyday before I go to sleep. Noone should ever have to bury a child!! So hugs out to you and all the mothers out there!
Dee
Dee u r so right no one should have to bury a child .. this is the 3rd child we have had to bury we lost our twin daughters 26 years ago ..
As far as u being the first responder My heart goes out to you..and your family that is the hardest thing a love one will ever have to do .
I saw my co workers working on katie in the ambulance .. and I so wanted to get in there and do something for her..but the police held me back they had no idea I was a EMT.. u gave your niece your best and your all .. always remember u tried and that is all anyone can expect and do .. U TRIED ..
Life is precious and one way I can honor it is to lose weight and see my children grow and see them get married and see them all have children .... My biggest goal I hope to achieve
Lisa
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Life is made up of such joys and sorrows, sometimes at the same time. I checked out her picture, and Katie certainly was a little cutie. I truly believe as others have said she is with God and is watching over you, as are your twins. (Hey, maybe she and the twins are together!) Anyway, hugs coming your way on this anniversary. And congrats on making the milestone - it sometimes seems to take so long, but a year from now hopefully you'll look back over the long vista of a year and won't believe how much you were able to accomplish in that year.
Marcia
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