Fill #2 Tomorrow.
I go for my second fill in the morning and I am so nervous that I am nauseated. My last fill was horrible (can be read about on my profile). I am just so nervous that something is going to happen again and they won't be able to do it without killing me. Sorry to sound like a big baby or sorry for myself. I just keep thinking about my first fill and I can't get it out of my head. I am going to see if they can numb it first. My port is easy to feel when I am standing up, but when I am laying down, it's almost impossible to find, which makes it worse. Just wanting to whine a little. Sorry
best luck to you tiffany. You might want to tell the Dr you can feel it standing up and then just stand for the fill. I know how you feel when I was a kid I set my self on fire I was 4 and in 5th grade they put a tissue expander in my chest to cover the burn. well it had a port and I had to go every week and get 2 bags of saline added to it and they had to put it in the port and I was really scared the first time! I refused the first fill I was so scared. My mom was so mad we went down town Chicago on the trains for nothing. I will never forget that day! keep your chin up and the moral of the story is it will get better!!!
I get my fills standing up.. omg they do not numb it???????????? Are they insane?????? 3 1/2 inch 20 guage huber needle needs to be numb.. I feel it the last inch but it helps .. poor girl no wonder u don't want a fill .. I would not either.. their is no excuse to not be numb .. I WOULD BE WHINING AND SCREAMING!!! POOR GIRL
Hugs
Lisa