Is time standing still?
When I first started my surgery countdown I was at 54 days until... before I could turn around it was 30 days until. Now with only 9 days until.......... I think time has stopped. I know a watched pot wont boil, apparently a watched calender wont move forward. Just needed to vent, anybody else feel like the end of April will never get here?
That's exactly how I feel.
I started with just a 27 day count, but, still.
I have 10 days to go myself, and I can't believe it's happening, still.
After a 3 year battle with my ins. co., I just keep getting scared somehow they'll turn their approval into a denial and say, "sorry can't have surgery"..I know they can't now..but uggh!!
Just get here already. Are you supposed to do a liquid diet?
I have to. I don't mind really, I guess whatever makes the surgery easy.
Good luck, and next week will be here before we know it!
You bet I've felt the same way. Time really does seem to stand still. Then I also had the misfortune of having my surgery delayed a week - that was like a switch kick in the _ss. That one really hurt. But tomorrow is my big day and looking back it really did go quite quickly.....I know it didn't seem like it at the time - and it doesn't to you now but believe me - keep busy and before you know it you will be there. I think I was just really ready for a vacation from work too. Not that this is going to be a vacation but it's been a l-o-n-g time since I've had time off and I really really wanted it. My last day of work was Thur due to the Easter STAT holidays and since then the time has flown.
Hang in there those last 9 days will go quicker than you think.
Carolyn
Hey Amy
Times seems to be moving too fast for me. I want the surgery but I am so afraid of the day off that I am so terrified not that its almost here.
Hey Megan
We have the same date!!! Wow the butterflies are really starting in the bottom on my tummy. 10 days and I willl finally be facing this big day that I have been thinking about for the past one year. Like Amy I had a really tough time with my insurance company. I don't know how I will get through that day, I try to not think about the actual procedure and what they will do to me once I am under. I use to watch videos online and research on the instruments, dynamic of the OR and what they actually do to my body while I am out. I realize that knowing these things is actually driving me nuts. I guess I am the kind that will do better if I don't know
Hi,
You are totally right-do not think about what's going to be done.
As long as you trust your surgeon, a lot, then don't worry about his job. He/she will do very well.
You and I both did a lot of extensive research, so, I know for me, that makes me much less nervous. In fact, I am not nervous at all. I just want to get the surgery and start to heal.
I hope every one is doing well with their liquids-I am doing okay. I can't wait to see some pounds drop just from this.
I still can't believe I am getting surgery, and that's probably why I am not so nervous.. hahaha.
I will be thinking of all of you as you undergo your surgery, and pulling for you to make it through quickly and painlessly.
I can't wait-9 more days to go!