No emotions.

I have had an emotionless day today. I feel like the world around me is a fog. Am I just on overload? Or am I stranger than everyone else? Im worried that this is not normal. Does this mean I am not excited about surgey? Does this mean I am a heartless person? Does, does, does? Ugh! Please tell me it isnt just me. I did throw up tonight... I guess that is an emotion.

Jennifer, I just read your page and you seem just fine to me. Wonderful in fact. You are definately not heartless. Your children are adorable! Give yourself time and I am sure you will be fine. In the meantime you will be in my prayers.

Hi Jennifer I don't know what happened yesterday but it was a TERRIBLE day for me. I was fine over the weekend. Monday morning I woke up and when I started to brush my teeth, I threw up (haven't done that since I was pregnant). I got ready for work and not an hour after I got here did I end up in the bathroom, twice, throwing up. So I went home, fortunately I live 5 minutes from work but in that time driving home, I felt like I was in la-la land.. the WEIRDEST feeling. I layed down at 1130am and didn't wake up until last night. And have been okay since. I know it was nothing I ate because I'd only had a bowl of cream of wheat the night before. I chalked it up to nerves, but I'm not really that nervous (I don't think). And I can't be pregnant (don't have the parts.lol). But most of last week I had the poops. That's why I think it's nerves. I think our minds and bodies have been full steam preparing for our big day and maybe we ARE overloaded. And it's natures way of slowing us down ? There have been so many people around me (family and co-workers) sick with flu, pneumonia, etc. and I've been taking every precaution to try and avoid getting anything before my surgery. But the last thing I want is to have it coming from both ends for the next 3 weeks . I hope you're feeling better today!

Today I feel better. I have actually had emotions. But I have been running to the bathroom like crazy all day. Im like you, I hope I am not getting sick. Cant afford it, surgery is in 10 days.

I'm glad you're feeling better.. I am too. We're NOT going to get sick !! Come on, say it with me... WE'RE NOT GOING TO GET SICK !! Last week I was in the bathroom way more than I cared to be, and I've heard from others they're having the same thing. The poops.... get rid of em!