Flip flops
Yes. I have surges of emotion, surges of anxiety and surges of excitement, all of which are causing flip flops. I feel like my life is on hold until April 13th. All I do is work, sleep and eat. The work part is because I am trying to finish a couple of projects before I go out. The sleep is on the weekends because I collapse after not beingable to sleep well all week. The eating part is my eating disorder taking over my mind. I keep having that diet mentality of "I'll never be able to eat this again". I've even eaten some things that I don't normally eat at all! I feel so much better when I stick to a food plan. I am really looking forward to that feeling again.
Dotsie
Dotsie, I am doing the same thing. We flew to my old state this past weekend for my parents' 50th Anniversary and I was trying foods I would never eat before. I keep telling everyone "I'll never eat this again". And I keep eating and eating. It is NOT good because I know I need to start eating my post-op stuff very soon, and I have not started.
My will power is bad. I need prayers of support!



