I'm proud of myself

I do spend time beating myself up a lot... I've gained weight, but I'm better then where I was.  The fat lady in the mirror is still there looking back at me and I just don't think that will ever change. 
I'm trying again to drop 30lbs... but hey it's not 130lbs like before.
This is why I'm proud of myself so far this year I have done a 1/2 marathon that is 13.1 miles (took me 3 hrs and 46 min). 
I am moving and I'm living life and I go out dancing and I hike to the top of mountains...  I am successful even if I'm not a size 10 (I'm a 16) but when I started out I was a size 26!!!
I love life and I will always struggle to keep the weight off but I think that just makes me a normal middle aged woman.

I love how positive you are!  You have done a great job, keep up the good work a 1/2 marathon is amazing.