sorry been MIA
So much has been going on.
I was without a computer for a while.
I was on the east coast in early April, and my laptop was stolen from my mother's apt while we were at the funeral.. Nice huh? Someone literally broke in through her ceiling. She lives on the 3rd floor of a 3 floor walk up.. blah.
My weight is up. But I put that to baby. I log what I eat and it's what I should be eatting.
when I say up I am still 10 lbs less then I was when I got pregnant but not near my low anymore.
Then again I am almost 30 weeks pregnant and i know that I have some fluid starting to settle on me.
It's so hard to see that scale go up. It's all I can do not to fight it. I have to relay on the fact i KNOW I am doing all I can.. otherwise I could be doing something to harm the baby by trying to loose it again...
Speaking of baby.. at 28 weeks I had another ultrasound. She's fallen even further behind. She was on time .. then 2.. 3.7. and now 10 days behind. She's still int he 'normal' range but it's hard to hear your body seems to be failing this little life inside you. The don't tend to 'worry' until the baby drops below 10% (1% behind small 99% being big) and she's rocking or was 2 weeks ago at 27%.. I go back on June 7 for yet another ultra sound to see where she is.
what I can tell you is she was est to be 2lbs 1 oz and she already had some hair
It's hard not to compare my pregnancy's. Sterling always measured right on. She came at 39w1d on her own and she was 7lbs 12 oz and 21" she's always been off the charts since month 1. she's at about 105% in both weight and height. She was 35lbs and 40.5" at her 3rd bday.. I am not sure how I will be able to deal with a peanut. It's going to scare me.
But on June 7 they will see where she is at and decide from there. It may get so she does better out then in. I hope to hang onto her until 36 weeks... 37 weeks is term. I am not sure why I have 36 weeks in my head. but it seems so much less scary then 34 w
we're leaning towards Layna Jacelynne
Layne being the phonetic change to Y's Oma's name
it's Leonardia but she went by Lena.. but in dutch the e is an A sound.. so phonetically it's -Lay-na not Lee-na
Jacelynne came from me looking at a name list and I saw Jaclyn and read it as jace-lynn not Jaqueline.. SO y said put the E in to get JACE not jack and the Lynne is how I spell Lynne.. Stacey Lynne
the other name we were looking at was Maaike/Mikah/Micah but sterling refuses to refer to the baby as anything but Layna
As of Now it's looking like we will have Sterling & Layna but nothing is 100% until we see her
Oh we're looking at head south this fall for Knott's scary farm!