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I am upset today. It is July 4th raining which is the last thing we need after all the flooding here. The fireworks have been canceled due to the floods. It is the first time in years I am able to walk up to the park and I can't go becasue it want be there. However, I am vewry, very grateful my home was not lost in the flood and that we had very few deaths due to it all. It is just hard to see the city trying to recover around one corner and fine around the next. I have also been sending out emails to people in my area of New yourk about the new support group which I am starting. The resonds is great. However, I keep running into people who are saying they are interested in coming but only if so and so does not come. It is a big issue of a split which happened due to someone feeling it was her place to tell others how to live there recovery after surgery. Anyway, I feel like a mother trying to stop a bunch of adults from fighting over something which has nothing to do with me. Bottomline, I want to be out in the sunshine playing and having fun then watch the fireworks with my sweety. Instead I am in the house feeling sorry for myself. I guess it is time to get off my butt and do something about it. Thanks for listening. Terrie 366/312/ goal 165 www.obesityenders.com

I am so sorry that your 4th is getting rained on but just try to get past that and celebrate it anyway I am sure that you will find a way to chase away the blues and finding something to do that would be just as fun as if it weren't raining.. oh and keep an eye out for the rain to let up for a while and you can run outside with your sweety for a little bit for a quick walk or something And I am very happy to hear that your house made it through the floods as well. Keep the smilies coming and your chin up. Good luck with it hun!! Remember OUR Troops! Tracee

I'm so sorry you're getting rained out. That's no fun. Maybe you can put on some rain gear, and go for a quick walk? I've been dreading going out because of the helicopter size mosquitoes we've had lately. Ugh. I hope your day gets better!! It sounds like the support group thing is pretty neat, I'm sure its tough trying to get everyone to get along...good luck with that!!