*Weight change this month? +/- ________ lbs - I only lost 5 pounds this month. It's the least ever. Oh well at least I'm still loosing. *Body measurement changes? I have never really measured. *Any non-scale victories? (like a new clothing size, something you're really proud of...etc...) I'm down to a size 14 in pants, 12 or large in tops, 9 which are loose in undies and a 40DD in bras. I was a 32 in pants when I started, no idea in bras a 14 in undies. *Are you still losing weight/at goal/maintaining? Still loosing. *How many pounds to goal? I would like to get at least to 150, to get to 100% of my excess body fat I would need to get to 140, but I don't know if it's possible and I'm afraid I'll look to old and wrinkly. I doubt if I'll have any plastic surgery because I'm terrified of getting another blood clot, the risk is much higher since I had it with the GB, I'll be happy wherever I end up. Right now I'm 169 and I think I look pretty darn good.

B: coffee, coffee, coffee.............. Yesterday I stuck to lots of water,,,,,, no snacking and high protein!! Hey, it worked, I stepped on the scale this morning and lost 1lb wohooo, down to 152, Yeah...Trying to get as low as possible before my PS L: Sushi with soy sauce. D: Not sure yet L 254/190/152

April 1 in the HOUSE!!!! I'm an april fool as well, tomorrow being my big surgiversary. I'm planning a nice post tommorrow so I don't want to spoil the surprize Good to see you lurking about Lori! ~Lara (121 - you're a little bit of a thing! GOODNESS! so tiny and purdy )

Whatcha eating? What's eating you? _____________________________________________________________ Melting Mama* _______________________________________ when it rains it pours and opens doors and floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry -train ________________________________________ HW- 313 SW- 298 CW- 144 GWR- 114/151 Journal- http://meltingmama.blogspot.com/ Pix- http://community.webshots.com/user/msooyl

http://meltingmama.blogspot.com/2005/03/ill-be-sizzled-like-sausage-in-sec.html After searching high and low, and every mid-priced store in between, where did I end up finding a semi-suitable bathing suit? Yep, *there. www. wal fart. com What can I say- desperate times call for desperate measures. I ended up with a regular tankini swimsuit, in a size 8/10, black- of course (but only because it wasn't available in hot pink! ...) Of course, the bottoms are obscene on their own, due to the girth, wrinkly-ness and overall deformed look of me sausage-esque thighs, so I got flouncy ruffly cover-up skirt that very well may end up in the pool with me- because I won't dare take it off. Now, the top looks purdy good, and if I could just have an upper arm transplant before next Thursday, I'd be brave enough to go "normal" on top! If you go on vacation to Disney next week, and see a girl wearing a skirt and t-shirt over her bathing suit- and wondering why- it's probably just me. Be nice. Baby steps. This is a step closer to wearing a typical suit, something I have NEVER done, since I was a kid. Even then, it was t-shirted over! (pic is on the journal page, link above) Beth 'How puzzling all these changes are,' said Alice. 'I'm never sure what I am going to be from one minute to another. However, I've got back to my right size: the next thing is to get into that beautiful garden.' HW- 313 SW- 298 CW- 144 GW- 130 http://meltingmama.blogspot.com/