Missing my girl

Hello board, My partner is off to study abroad in Costa Rica. She'll be gone for 9 weeks. I know that time apart is often very beneficial to a relationship, but in this moment I am stuck on missing her. We said good bye this morning. . . and I'm lonely and mildly depressed. I did lots of good exercise today, however I caught myself grazing on low-fat popcorn and an apple. (I love my grazes. . .never anything worth reporting as a "cheat". . .always something healthy) I spose I should feel grateful and proud that I'm not reverting to eating trash. . .I just need to quit the behavior all together. I'ts 11:35 and I'm the only one awake at my friend's house (he took me away to Duluth for the weekend. . .and he's sleeping like a baby. . .and I'm up trolling the internet looking for support.) It hasn't quite hit me that she's gone. . .right now so far it's a general malaise that I didn't get to talk to her tonight on the phone. . .when i actually realise that its going to likely be 9 weeks until I actually speak to her again I think I'll either hit the roof. . .or hit the floor. I miss her. . .she's coming back. . .but I miss her with all my heart. I pray that she's well and that she feels my love with her wherever she is right now. Say a little prayer? ~Lara 400+/197/190

Lara- {{{ hang in there }}} b e t h 'For I was never so small as this before...,' thought Alice. 313/298/148.5/130 http://meltingmama.blogspot.com/

Prayers have been sent Lara! You hang in there. We are all here when you need us.

Oh Lara! HUGS!!!! Just remember...while she is not physically by your side, she is always in your heart, mind, and soul! More HUGS!!!!! Janice

Chin up lara! Joan