I'm back!

After a brief period of being totally out of mind, I am happily reporting that I am back! Ihave done a lot of crying and soul searching these last few days, about where I came from, where I am now, and where (and with whom) I want to go thru the future with...I realized that, never in my life, have many given me the attention I deserved (I am a princess, ya know). Bad attention was beginning to get appealing, as it was attention after all. I scared myself, I think, with some things that went racing thru my mind. In addition, I have opened new lines of communication with everyone in my life. Some were not pleased with what I had to say, but if they truly cared about my well being (The line I was being fed constantly) they will get over it and move on...without me!!! Hubby acknowledged that he sometimes feels lost, as it has recently become all about me after years of hiding and not wanting to be noticed. Get this...my hubby DOES have a jealous bone in his body..it is sort of cute, but I am NOT going to give him reason to expose it!!! As a matter of fact, my trials and tribulations have actually given us a jump start on our relationship. I LIKE!! I LIKE!! Well, there it is...sigh...thanks for being here...love ya all!!! Janice

Well. . .I am not quite sure what all happened, but I'm glad you're back, I missed your smiling face. Good luck with all those re-negotiated personal relationships - keeps it interesting doesn't it? Huggles and love, ~Lara

(Got a little attention, liked it, and almost liked it tooooo much...NOT GOOD FOR MARRIED WOMEN....) I missed y'all too! I have been reading about everyone, but not really posting much. I figured that I can't be a cheerleader for others when my own game is sucking like Hoover.....But, I am back, little skirt and pom-poms galore! Yeah April Hotties!!!! We rock! As for the re-negotiated relationships, I think we all need to form a union so someone can negotiate for us..this stinks!!! But, hey...this time I am soooooo glad I renewed my contract and I even have better benefits now Thanks Cutie! Janice

(((((((((((((((((((((((Janice)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I *think* I get where you're coming from with this. I'm glad you had the balls to get things the way you want them. -beth

Girlfriend, I think I have the balls of Batman at the moment! LMAO! I just decided that I need to change things for ME!!!! Hubby is a little confused and baffled, but he is following and adjusting well...now for the rest of the world...LOL Thanks for your support and kind words, Beth. Every little bit of encouragement made me determined I was a good person and could be a better wife and mother. I know I did not settle!!! I LOVE MY HUBBY!!! Hee Hee! I am downright giddy for the boy... Janice

Gald eveything worked out for the best and you are back and ready to roll ...I wa sthinking about you the other day and wondering what was going on...Thanks for the small update !!!! Laura

((((Janice))))) Katie

So happy for you Janice! I wish a little of your hootspa would rub off on me! I'm not exactly happy in my relationship but I know he is a good man and a good father, etc. He just doesn't have a clue how to be a husband. Mind you, we've been married for 17 years! So..... I admire your batman size ____s! And welcome back! Ronda

Hey girl! Glad you found your way back. I've learned the hard way that the grass is not always greener. Though I didn't give into to temptation, I moved way too far away from my hubby! Our relationship is better than ever now, and I'm so happy that yours is getting on track too! Hugs, RAchel