APRIL 14TH BABY!! WOOO FREAKIN HOOOO!!! LOL
I am so excited!! Finally I got my surgery date!! I am nervous/happy/scared/anxious.... All at the same time.. I worry that my insurance (who is from my almost ex Husband, on the verge of not working anymore after having the job 7 year's) won't be in effect in 5 weeks.. What a wonderful time for Mr Wonderful to mess up!! On the other hand, I will most likely be covered! I am staying positive!! I have come this far.. Went through a lot to get here- and Dr Singh finally saying the word's "OK, let's set a date" were like music to my ear's .. My face hurt's from smiling so hard (or is it the fat from my cheeks pressing too hard under my eye's..LOL)..
My birthday is April 7th (I will be 31....yuck!!) and a week after that I begin my new life.. When I get out of surgery (God willing, healthy and happy) I will go back to 24 when I started gaining it all =) To everyone getting this surgery- God Bless us ALL!! God bless the Surgeon's for having the knowledge to help us.. Love to you all!! Melanie =)
Thank you all so much for your encouraging word's.. I am so scared of death or sickness or something going wrong.. Everyday it get's closer, I get more scared! I hope I am making the right decision!! I feel as though I am and I trust my Surgeon 150%!! I need to trust that God will look out for me.. I have a 5 year old Little Boy to raise!! His Dad and I are separated and he don't bother with him, so I need to be here!! I am getting the 'it is almost time' jitter's I think.. Everyone said it is totally normal! Well, may God bless all of us through our journey and through our lives being healthy!! Love to all, Melanie =)