Drain holy crap
got my drain out today. I was so nervous. Geez I thought I was shaking in the chair. My surgeon said most ppl are just uncomfortable he took mine out and I just started seeing pretty colors and the room kept getting less clear and i couldn't hear and my mom and my surgeon where getting less and less visable. I just started sipping water and closing my eyes. I thought I was dying im like this is it. My worst nightmare. I'm going to die right here and have time to do what I want to do. It was like that for 7 mins. Then it started to get better. So after 6 oz. of water and a lot of slow breathing I came back. It scared the **** out of me. I cried afterwards b/c I had been so scared. I had talked myself into that is wasn't going to be so bad and it was the worst. I couldn't believe it. I finally got to go home after I was calm and alert. But I couldn't believe what happend.