8hrs!!!!!

OMG!!! I have eight hours until I have to leave to go to the hospital. I am panicing a little but calm at the same time. Its so weird. I think I just may have lost my best friend do to all this b/c he's obese too and thinks that b/c I am not at a four yr school and taking tons of classes that I'm not growing up and know what and adult friendship is. Aparently I am still acting like im in high school. Though I have already graduated as well. I think he is over stressed and is using it to "solve" his current problems. Which doesn't work and makes you lose friends that way. So good-bye bff no more. I think that has added to my stress a little which doesn't help. But oh well tomorrow is the day of "relaxation" haha . So I need sleep. Night all.

I hope by now you are in recovery and are on a journey to a whole new life. Hugs, Dori