Fell off the wagon and crashed

Hello everyone,

It has been quite a long time since I have posted on this sight, to be honest I forgot in my busy life.  I read the things that i wrote and can still feel the excitement of that period in my life and feeling good.  As time has gone by though I am gaining everything I took off.  I suffer from mental illness and the medications I take cause weight gain..but if I would follow the rules I followed after surgery it shouldn't have been an issue.  I am so sad and broken hearted about my weight gain...I just want to cry.  Are there any members that have faced the same issue?  Is there a way to get back on track or is it too late?  Can I have the surgery again?

Thank you

Kathy