Mirror Vs. Eyes

I can totally relate. The problem is that even though my BMI is 20.5, I still feel fat. I dont feel like I am a size 2. The tag says 2, but I dont believe it. I feel like I have to keep losing weight, and I know I can, but part of me knows that if I do, I will have an underweight BMI. Its so confusing. Brat 265/140/139 5ft 9in