You look wonderful, darling! Keep up the good work!!!! You are a mere shadow of your former self! Susie 235/135

It seems that lately, my will power is not as strong as it was and my self discipline has literally gone down the drain. I know we have had some things going on with our son and I am not worried about that anymore because I believe it will all be fine. I just can't seem to get back on track. My family didn't have the surgery of course and they still eat normally. They have chips, cookies, popcorn, etc. Up until recently these things didn't bother me at all, why all of the sudden do I want this kind of stuff? I have lost 140 pounds in 10 1/2 months. I am proud of that. I am sitting at 173, have 13 pounds before I hit my surgeons goal. Anything I lose after that is up to me and any loss after that will be great...I am thankful for what I have lost, but why do I want to graze now? I was so proud of my self discipline, of my control, what in the world happened to it? Is this normal? I am making myself start a 5-7 day liquid day, hopefully that will boost my weight loss and my confidence could use a little uplifting as well. Do any of u have this problem at times? Thanks Angela

i usually grab them at gas stations, but wal-mart and some grocery stores have 4 packs of the big cans. wal-mart seems to be the cheapest--they're $6.97 for 4. i prefer the 8oz cans though (the size of red bull) b/c i can't finish a 16oz can before it gets warm. they're kind-of expensive (around $2) but totally worth it on those days where i have absolutely no energy. i make sure to drink enough water to make up for the caffeine, but the added vitamins help a lot. aha--just found out that you can order them from their website as well: http://www.rockstar69.com/rs06/diet84.html ::blushes:: thank you!

I have a hard time deciding what I want to eat, seems like I crave random things but tire of them quickly, or they taste nothing like what I thought I wanted. I wander the grocery store aimlessly and finally just have to give in and buy something (usually Lean Cuisines) so I won't starve.

Hi fellow Marchers, Was wondering if food has taken a different role in your life. I used to look forward to eating so much so that I gained 200 lbs. Food used to get me through difficult days. Now, nothing tastes good. I don't enjoy eating. I'm almost going through greif about it. Anyone else? Heidi